Lonely and sad. Numb and smileless. Ignoring reality takes all my energy. Can't think about the box. Haven't seen his pony tail. I keep washing his clothes, folding them, putting them away. The doggies are sleeping at my feet.
TV, TV, and more TV. Can't let those thoughts slip in.
Still standing in the middle of the desert. More glass spots are forming. The sun is overhead but not emitting much heat. Just staring into nothingness.