Friday, November 11, 2011

another day

Today is nothingness. I am lost.  I am sad.  No tears.  If they start to leak out, I stop them.  I am not ready for resignation yet.  Danny is still around.  I can feel him.  I can see him when I close my eyes walking through the house to the kitchen.

So, I will continue to escape into TV.

Mary is waiting for him. Neither made it to 30.

I am defeated.  I don't know how long I will remain this way.  Danny says to enjoy life and I am trying but not doing a very good job. 

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