So, I'm sitting here multi-tasking but only half way paying attention to any one thing. The TV's playing Human Target, I'm playing an online game, typing this, and thinking about how many days left till M-day. Three people have already asked me what I'm going to do on 3/31. I don't know. I keep telling myself I'm going to finish painting the living room and dining room. I am taking days off on 3/31 and 4/1 and 4/2 is a holiday at work. But the kids are here on Wednesday so I probably won't be putting paint on anything. maybe getting the rooms ready. I have no idea what I'll really be doing. Not a freakin' clue.
Is something supposed to happen on that day? Are things supposed to get better? be different? Will I sleep the day away or stay awake for 36 hours like last year. What or what will I do? What or what will happen?
Danny had a check up today. He's fine. His weight is down to 144 and he feels better than he has in ages.
I'm still trying to paint. But now it's turned into multi media painting which means I get to add "stuff" to the pictures sorta like a collage, sort like my life. I still can't figure out what I'm doing.
I learned how to crochet the hats that Mary makes. I started one night and made one per night for 5 days. Rather obsessive I'd say.
Tony got a job in Alaska. Yea! Poor me. He won't be calling as often but he'll be doing something constructive. One day I will too maybe.
Still playing my mindless computer games, watching escape TV, crying.