I probably should mention that on top of the holidays - regular life continues. Danny got bit by a dog and some vessels have burst in my left eye. His face has healed as expected and I can't see well out of that eye and have to go back the doc in a few weeks. Many other daily normal little things happened that happened in everyday lives. I am not safe from life ... duh.... but they aren't as important or scary...nothing is anymore. There is only one other thing that could break me the rest of the way and I won't even breathe it.