3 weeks till T-day. I keep counting and counting, subtracting the days till he gets put away but it's still not what he deserves. So even if he got 9 years, the max, it wouldn't be enough. Nothing will ever be enough. Even if he had died at the scene, it wouldn't be enough. Nothing is enough.
Will it always be this way? Will I always be crying everyday?
The TV shows I watch are getting hard to take.
I'm not even sure what I'm doing anymore. I need to concentrate on work and fixing the house. I need to concentrate on something other than him.